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8 Weeks and 1 Day, the Difference Between Brothers

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8 Weeks and 1 Day, the Difference Between Brothers

Today I am eight weeks and one day pregnant with my rainbow baby, Ellis.  I’m sitting here, slightly queasy, eating strawberries and sipping cold ginger tea as I type.  This is the second time I’ve been eight weeks and one day pregnant, but today with Ellis is so much different than than today with JB. Today I’m thinking about these brothers, my angel and my rainbow. “Today” with JB, I was sad.  Instead of eating strawberries, I was eating nothing in preparation for surgery.  “Today” with JB, I was getting a second ultrasound to confirm his passing.  Instead of planning...

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Surprise!!!

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Surprise!!!

When you go through fertility treatments, you lose the element of surprise because you and your partner are both very aware of what’s going on and the two-week wait.  “Well did it work this time?” No, it did not.  None of our fertility treatments to date resulted in a pregnancy. On all our natural cycles, I fantasized about how I would tell Zak if I got pregnant.  I had so many ideas based on the month, season, or holiday.  So when I got pregnant unexpectedly on a cancelled egg retrieval cycle, I immediately thought “YES! I get to surprise Zak!”...

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